RoastedMoth

watch and subscribe chained dogs can't fight well aware of eyes judging you weren't aware of mine lurking to see something when scared of going blind old legends and fairy tales childhood dreams to escape everything has to make sense when life is just a cruel joke and I can't sleep in the dark because it once filled my days As a child I could only sleep by controlling lucid dreams there I woke up on my will in contrary to my reality where the only way to survive was by having dying fantasies nervous threads pick my mind I resist the urge of pulling back don't want to end like my mother delusional and caved up don't want to end like my father forlorn and suicidal I recognized a wounded soul that we could be sights of our own Far away from any wordly touch I was scared of getting numb so I could never let you know my pathological memories of you still the doubt deep inside of knowing you ever since when you were just not real a painting I made out of it with colors only I could

watch and subscribe chained dogs can't fight well aware of eyes judging you weren't aware of mine lurking to see something when scared of going blind old legends and fairy tales childhood dreams to escape everything has to make sense when life is just a cruel joke and I can't sleep in the dark because it once filled my days As a child I could only sleep by controlling lucid dreams there I woke up on my will in contrary to my reality where the only way to survive was by having dying fantasies nervous threads pick my mind I resist the urge of pulling back don't want to end like my mother delusional and caved up don't want to end like my father forlorn and suicidal I recognized a wounded soul that we could be sights of our own Far away from any wordly touch I was scared of getting numb so I could never let you know my pathological memories of you still the doubt deep inside of knowing you ever since when you were just not real a painting I made out of it with colors only I could